"Where am I now"
"What am I doing?"
"What was i supposed to do?"
"What did i come here for?"

Everything links. yet i don't really know the source of it all. I've been asking myself these questions everyday. I walk into a room meaning to take something and suddenly i blank out. Funny, right? It happens to everyone. Then i started to think... i really don't know what I'm doing, right here, in this place. at school. at home. or simply strolling down the pathway in hopes when i walk... Everything will go away.

I'm so tired of this. I actually want to do something. for me. not you not just for anybody. for me. I wanna go places, see things.. meet people. Fall in Love. not romance, i have that. I wanna fall into

Memories.
Joy.
Friendship.
Passion.
Trust.
Faith.
Unity.

& So many more...

I'm so sick of these people. all these faces and places that have become nothing but a heart wrenching nightmare. How could people be this mean. this cruel. how could they even be called humans.? The stories are so scary. Then you look around and realize, you're living it.